Alone??

Sometimes you just need a little bit of alone time for yourself to clear up your mind and see things from a new perspective. Its not the loneliness that makes being alone unbearable, its the ignorance that prevail in our minds when we start living in patches. Then being alone is very difficult. But its better to be alone rather than standing between billions of people with different faces. 

Sometimes alone also mean less drama, less problems, more personal space with a single soul. Knowing when to walk away is wisdom. Being able to that, is courage. And walking away with grace and your head held high is dignity. Being alone can be scary also but not as scary as feeling alone in relationship. But the best part of being alone is you really don't have to answer anybody or keep justifying yourself. 

Loneliness expresses the pain of being alone but solitude expresses the glory of being alone. Being alone without being lonely is being yourself. 

MASTERPIECE

I never realized, out of all broken emotions how some moments can come out and make perfect sense. It seems as if my tears have created these precious moments. My feelings, my story and my life is so incomplete without you. But some of our loved ones want to make this incomplete story as my fate. 

Why is it necessary that the person who can stay with you life long can only love you truly? If I live for you and die for you, will that not be love? I can live for limited time but at least my feelings and my life would be complete. Its not the number of years I live, its about living with you and dying for you.

I have decided. I can end up but can't stop loving you. Far away from this life, there will be my world where I can live happily, keep loving you and people will not control my love life. Because you are my love, my life. Never ask me to walk away because I wont b able to.

In my imagination, i can warm up with your thoughts, make and destroy my own moments, get lost in other world where there is no pain of broken heart and isolation. 

Golden Moments

Do you remember the first day when we met? Your first look your innocent smile, it had a magnetic impact on me. I still don’t know what that passion was which drove me towards you. My heartfelt relaxed when I were with you and that is what I was enjoying and loving. Your concern, possessiveness always gave me a protective fell. With you night was glittery and days were bright.

I also started feeling alive. I started feeling strong and was ready to rule the world for you for me for us. Then a day came when we moved a step further to nurture our relationship and make it stronger and improve its bonding.

I still remember when I stepped down to you and proposed you. That was the most beautiful moment of my life.  Your shy face and glittering eyes penetrated my heart and made a mark of your being with me. I was rejoiced as I got you and felt, I was the richest man on this world. Time passed on and our bounding got on improving day by day. Now you were able to communicate with me without uttering a word. You stood in front and I understood what you wanted to say. Your concern for me could be seen from your eyes. The day when I was not able to meet you seemed useless and unproductive to me.

When I embraced you in my arms, I felt that emotions melted and flowed from your veins to mine. The warmth the sensuality that I felt cannot be defined in words. You have given some of the best memorable moments of life.

Now that you have decided that you don’t want to be with me. You don’t want my companionship just want to thank you for being with me and with a hope in my heart that you will come back want to tell you. It can happen that you don’t love me but can’t stop me loving you.

no one saves US

there is something called death.....

Yes, it is when God leaves our body. He doesn't go anywhere, only his vibrations stops. But until the heart is fully satisfied, it will continue to come into this world. People who were together, once again come together. Life is eternal. Body gets dissolved in its original form, but self has no dissolution.We are here for few days, we don't have the right to put any violent end to ourselves. 

We do not exist by our bodies, we exist by our will. If the self is not satisfied, it returns back again and again until it attains satisfaction. We have to walk our path ourselves. If I walk away, if I disappear.... don't turn to stop me, don't search for me because I will come back. Life is too short. I will meet you again, if not in this life, may be in other one. 

You know me better, you know what I want and I believe that I will get it. If not easily, will snatch it some other time. This mystery of attachment is maya for the body. Death is nothing but a transformation or change of level. 

                                            -- RAHI

because WE are in love

I know you love me and that is enough for me to hold our relationship. When I look at your eyes I feel as if i am in love with you AGAIN. When you are beside me, I feel 'I am safe'. When we walk together just to spend few moments, I feel 'I am important to you'. When you hold my hand, I feel 'you care for me'. When you look at me with that intense look, I feel 'I am beautiful'. When you hug me, I feel 'I am precious'. When you kiss me, I feel 'blessed'.

I cannot share you with anyone. I cannot think of spending my life without you. Knowing that you love me, I cannot walk away. All I want is to be with you. You may not say everything but I know you love me more than I love you.