I wanna sleep.....forever!!

Loneliness is dangerous because its addictive. Once we see how peaceful it is, we don't want to deal with people anymore. Actually, I am sick of crying and fed up of thinking. I have so many reasons to give up now. I was broken, I was ashamed, I was sad, I was lost but still I was trying to wind up myself but you finally proved that I don't deserve to exist. My fault was that I WAS and I am STILL yours.

I will leave you soon but that doesn't mean I am wrong, its because I feel disheartened. I have lost all hopes. We used to be together, but now it seems as if we don't know each other.

I lost my heart to someone who didn't care, now I found it broken in a corner and crying alone. Now, even if a stranger laughs at me, it breaks my confidence as if he knows that I am not capable to stand for myself.

I often used to think, why did you bind me to yourself when you never loved me. Now I know, its to humiliate me every moment, break my confidence and trap my soul to die slowly. No revenge could have been better than this.

I lost...you won.

In the corner of my heart I will always wait for a next birth where we can swap positions. You live my life and I will play your role, just to make you realize.....how it feels to be BROKEN completely and badly.

Loyal relations are myths

Loyalty is the most rare thing in relations now-a-days. Feelings have become so shallow that loyalty is rarest of rare factor to find. Even people with a relation of 7 years have no loyalty at all in their hearts and relations.

My best friend, my companion, my would-be, my life partner are just words to address a person. But actually the person whom we talk about like this a neither a true friend, not a real companion, neither a real soul mate because the key factor of a healthy and successful relation (which people call LOYALTY) is missing.

People with blood relations are related with each other by heaven. But people with loyal feelings are actually companions. But unfortunately, we leave our all relations for that one companion...assuming that the person will share a loyal relation. We always feel ditched because of these assumptions. After a long time we can realize that our relations were fake.

Logically, our companions seems like a luxury dish that only we can afford and deserve. But unfortunately, we never realize that its just a leftovers of others that is served to us as a deserving meal.

Success in relations is like a cheating theorem. the maximum we can cheat, the more successful we become. Certainly the most common theorem among men. A good man will always carry many relations at a time, and land-up with someone whom he was able to cheat the max. no. of times.

Even females contribute a lot to the cheating theorem. they judge a person by their own feelings. If a woman has an instinct that she is being cheated, she will usually ignore her own gut feelings. Her lack of willingness to believe the own 6th sense makes her fall flat on face. She now ends up being cheated completely. If, she had believed her instincts, she would have been cheated few time. But her careless and ignorance attitude for the gut feelings makes her being cheated N no. of times.

Men are never loyal to others but women are not loyal to their own instincts. Women can be loyal to others but men will be loyal to his selfish motives.

I used to believe that love without loyalty would be so meaningless. But .....

FOR THE PERSON WHO INSPIRED ME TO WRITE....................

I was sitting and trying to peep in my past to find out that over the years what I have got and what have I lost. But was not able to decide that have gained or lost more. Then thought that in spite of thinking why not to pen down and start writing about the most precious person of my life. I am writing this today as I want that these words should be with both of us lifelong. You are and will always be source of inspiration for me. "I have lived some of the best moment of life with you" ,hope you will agree on this. Sometimes I get angry this is not because of irritation it is because of my love for you. Whenever I want to feel you, I just close my eyes and can feel your sensation. Whenever depressed I think about you and am filled with rejoice. In my prayer always pray for you.

My closing words for you are............. You are and will always be my Lucky charm as you are the most precious person of my Life.