Loneliness is dangerous because its addictive. Once we see how peaceful it is, we don't want to deal with people anymore. Actually, I am sick of crying and fed up of thinking. I have so many reasons to give up now. I was broken, I was ashamed, I was sad, I was lost but still I was trying to wind up myself but you finally proved that I don't deserve to exist. My fault was that I WAS and I am STILL yours.
I will leave you soon but that doesn't mean I am wrong, its because I feel disheartened. I have lost all hopes. We used to be together, but now it seems as if we don't know each other.
I lost my heart to someone who didn't care, now I found it broken in a corner and crying alone. Now, even if a stranger laughs at me, it breaks my confidence as if he knows that I am not capable to stand for myself.
I often used to think, why did you bind me to yourself when you never loved me. Now I know, its to humiliate me every moment, break my confidence and trap my soul to die slowly. No revenge could have been better than this.
I lost...you won.
In the corner of my heart I will always wait for a next birth where we can swap positions. You live my life and I will play your role, just to make you realize.....how it feels to be BROKEN completely and badly.
